Vincente Rikke 'Rik' Soeren (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
riff_razor) wrote2022-08-05 12:41 pm
riff_razor) wrote2022-08-05 12:41 pm
A Mark of the Heart
For Writer's Month 2022 Day 5: Heart (CW: references to child abuse)
Rik sat down with his cousin alone for once. It was a rare thing on tour with this many musicians. Mikkel was digging around in his bag to pull out his drawing pad and the inks. Rik pulled off his shirt and then walked over to sit on the chair beside his younger cousin. They had lived through hell together and there was something beautiful in watching the boy flourish now that he was away from the hatred and abuse.
“Here.” Mikkel shoved the open pad toward his cousin.
Rik took it and looked down at the drawing. The black and purple crossed guitars over a heart colored in half Union Jack and half the flag of Denmark. It was perfect and he smiled at his cousin. “The shoulder?”
Mikkel glanced over, both young men were rail thin, and he held the drawing up to Rik's shoulder. “Is that where you want it?”
“Yes. On the same side as my music notes.” Rik confirmed.
Mikkel gave him a smile because he knew why these tattoos belonged on the same side. Both represented men his cousin loved, would probably never stop loving as long as he lived. Rik was that way. He went in all the way, went in for keeps, or not at all.
Mikkel busied himself shaving and cleaning Rik's shoulder. “Does Billy know?”
Rik smiled and let out a little shy laugh. “No.”
Mikkel kissed his cousin's cheek. They were so much a like and yet so different. One shy and one a loudmouth but they shared a lot. They were unbreakable, determined, caring, and had a love for music and art that wouldn't fade.
“Do you think he will like it?” Mikkel asked while positioning the stencil and pressing it in place.
“I hope so.” Rik looked at the purplish black stencil lines on his shoulder. “I hope it will ease things between them.”
Mikkel was putting on gloves and pouring out inks while they continued to talk. “I saw them talking together earlier over drinks.: Mikkel knew the road had been rough. His cousin's current boyfriend and his ex in one place and sort of forced into each other's space. “If Sigurd can stop being a jealous bastard, anyone can.”
“Has he?” Rik started to laugh as Mikkel began the black linework.
Mikkel pausing to laugh. “Fuck no. He's just as ready to punch everyone.”
“That's not reassuring then.” Rik mused while twisting a little to watch the lines go in. “Have you tattooed Fredrik yet?”
Mikkel shook his head. “Not yet. He has great skin for ink though I think. Like yours.” Mikkel kept working though his mind was breifly on his best friend.
“What does that mean?” Rik'd curiosity obvious in the tone.
“Pale, soft, well cared for.” Mikkel shrugged. “Some skin is easier to ink than others. I don't know. I can just tell when touching it. Rekker's skin is a bitch. Red heads are like that. The ink tends to blowout if you aren't careful because their skin is delicate.”
Rik laughed enough that Mikkel had to pause in his work for the way it shuddered his body. “Rekker is the last person I would call delicate.”
Mikkel started to laugh too while cleaning and change out his tattoo needles. “I guess that is the trade off. You get to be a demonic freight train but your skin is delicate as flowers.”
Rik glanced at the nearly finished black lines. “I wouldn't let him hear that.”
“I don't know.: Mikkel responded while starting to work on the color and shading. “I talked to him about that sleeve he's getting to match Bjorn's and he wants flowers and things in it. I think some of that grouchy asshole persona is an act.”
“Oh.” Rik stiffled more laughter. “Like your bratty, loud mouth?'
Mikkel went quiet for nearly all the dark colors. The younger Dane lost in thought for a long time while he milled over his own thoughts. “I don't know. Probably. His parents locked him in an empty room too. We might have some things alike.”
Rik reached over and stroked Mikkel's arm while he switched colors. The worry he felt over how Mikkel was coping wasn't going away, even now that it was several months later. “You both have people to treat you well now.”
Mikkel went in to finish up the white and make sure the tattoo was clean. “Did you just suggest that Sigurd and Bjorn have something in common?”
The tattooing had to stop again as they shared a good long bout of snorting laughter. Mikkel shook his head. “Well, they both bitch when they don't get their way.”
Rk nearly doubled over laughing, partially because this was funny but exaggerated from the slight high of tattoo pain.
“Come on.” Mikkel grouched. “I'm almost done. Then you can laugh all you want.”
“Ok.. ok.” Rik tried to hold it in and then went into more laughter. “You can finish.”
Rik bit on his lip to keep the laughter in and saw the twinkle in Mikkel's eyes that suggested he was doing his bests to stay quiet too. The two struggled through the last fifteen minutes of tattooing then the giggles broke free again.
“Go have a look in the mirror.” Mikkel patted Rik's thigh then went to clean up the mess from his work.
“OH.. Mikkel...” Rik stood at the mirror, hands over his mouth and almost in tears.
“It looks good on you.” And it did. The bold colors on his pale cousin popped out. “It's going to look good with all your red, purple, and black stage gear.
Rik turned and gave the other Dane a lingering hug. “Thank you.”
“I owe you so much. This can start making up for it.” Mikkel mentioned while clinging to Rik.
“You don't owe me anything, never.” Rik kissed his forehead and then smiled. “Except a drink after losing that game this morning.
Mikkel sighed and rolled his eyes, more like a teenager than the young adult he was. “Let me clean up.”
Rik sat down with his cousin alone for once. It was a rare thing on tour with this many musicians. Mikkel was digging around in his bag to pull out his drawing pad and the inks. Rik pulled off his shirt and then walked over to sit on the chair beside his younger cousin. They had lived through hell together and there was something beautiful in watching the boy flourish now that he was away from the hatred and abuse.
“Here.” Mikkel shoved the open pad toward his cousin.
Rik took it and looked down at the drawing. The black and purple crossed guitars over a heart colored in half Union Jack and half the flag of Denmark. It was perfect and he smiled at his cousin. “The shoulder?”
Mikkel glanced over, both young men were rail thin, and he held the drawing up to Rik's shoulder. “Is that where you want it?”
“Yes. On the same side as my music notes.” Rik confirmed.
Mikkel gave him a smile because he knew why these tattoos belonged on the same side. Both represented men his cousin loved, would probably never stop loving as long as he lived. Rik was that way. He went in all the way, went in for keeps, or not at all.
Mikkel busied himself shaving and cleaning Rik's shoulder. “Does Billy know?”
Rik smiled and let out a little shy laugh. “No.”
Mikkel kissed his cousin's cheek. They were so much a like and yet so different. One shy and one a loudmouth but they shared a lot. They were unbreakable, determined, caring, and had a love for music and art that wouldn't fade.
“Do you think he will like it?” Mikkel asked while positioning the stencil and pressing it in place.
“I hope so.” Rik looked at the purplish black stencil lines on his shoulder. “I hope it will ease things between them.”
Mikkel was putting on gloves and pouring out inks while they continued to talk. “I saw them talking together earlier over drinks.: Mikkel knew the road had been rough. His cousin's current boyfriend and his ex in one place and sort of forced into each other's space. “If Sigurd can stop being a jealous bastard, anyone can.”
“Has he?” Rik started to laugh as Mikkel began the black linework.
Mikkel pausing to laugh. “Fuck no. He's just as ready to punch everyone.”
“That's not reassuring then.” Rik mused while twisting a little to watch the lines go in. “Have you tattooed Fredrik yet?”
Mikkel shook his head. “Not yet. He has great skin for ink though I think. Like yours.” Mikkel kept working though his mind was breifly on his best friend.
“What does that mean?” Rik'd curiosity obvious in the tone.
“Pale, soft, well cared for.” Mikkel shrugged. “Some skin is easier to ink than others. I don't know. I can just tell when touching it. Rekker's skin is a bitch. Red heads are like that. The ink tends to blowout if you aren't careful because their skin is delicate.”
Rik laughed enough that Mikkel had to pause in his work for the way it shuddered his body. “Rekker is the last person I would call delicate.”
Mikkel started to laugh too while cleaning and change out his tattoo needles. “I guess that is the trade off. You get to be a demonic freight train but your skin is delicate as flowers.”
Rik glanced at the nearly finished black lines. “I wouldn't let him hear that.”
“I don't know.: Mikkel responded while starting to work on the color and shading. “I talked to him about that sleeve he's getting to match Bjorn's and he wants flowers and things in it. I think some of that grouchy asshole persona is an act.”
“Oh.” Rik stiffled more laughter. “Like your bratty, loud mouth?'
Mikkel went quiet for nearly all the dark colors. The younger Dane lost in thought for a long time while he milled over his own thoughts. “I don't know. Probably. His parents locked him in an empty room too. We might have some things alike.”
Rik reached over and stroked Mikkel's arm while he switched colors. The worry he felt over how Mikkel was coping wasn't going away, even now that it was several months later. “You both have people to treat you well now.”
Mikkel went in to finish up the white and make sure the tattoo was clean. “Did you just suggest that Sigurd and Bjorn have something in common?”
The tattooing had to stop again as they shared a good long bout of snorting laughter. Mikkel shook his head. “Well, they both bitch when they don't get their way.”
Rk nearly doubled over laughing, partially because this was funny but exaggerated from the slight high of tattoo pain.
“Come on.” Mikkel grouched. “I'm almost done. Then you can laugh all you want.”
“Ok.. ok.” Rik tried to hold it in and then went into more laughter. “You can finish.”
Rik bit on his lip to keep the laughter in and saw the twinkle in Mikkel's eyes that suggested he was doing his bests to stay quiet too. The two struggled through the last fifteen minutes of tattooing then the giggles broke free again.
“Go have a look in the mirror.” Mikkel patted Rik's thigh then went to clean up the mess from his work.
“OH.. Mikkel...” Rik stood at the mirror, hands over his mouth and almost in tears.
“It looks good on you.” And it did. The bold colors on his pale cousin popped out. “It's going to look good with all your red, purple, and black stage gear.
Rik turned and gave the other Dane a lingering hug. “Thank you.”
“I owe you so much. This can start making up for it.” Mikkel mentioned while clinging to Rik.
“You don't owe me anything, never.” Rik kissed his forehead and then smiled. “Except a drink after losing that game this morning.
Mikkel sighed and rolled his eyes, more like a teenager than the young adult he was. “Let me clean up.”
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Billy was just being a playful tease because he didn't really know what went on with all three men at the same time if it did. The Brit felt a pang of warmth rise up inside him at hearing Mikkel's words.
Rik was truly happy with his tarty Brit.
Back when he was with Ollie....those words didn't cause as much jealousy to rise up as usual because Billy knew Rik was happy now. That was all that mattered.
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Mikkel giggled and felt his cheeks getting hotter. That was the moment Torden opening the door in just his underwear. Mikkel's eyes went wide and he stammered while staring at Torden pushing his messy hair back. Maybe he did have a load of naked boys in there or something.
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Billy wasn't going to pry further into Mikkel's love life because that would seem intrusive and he was here to learn to drive not see who the boy was sleeping with. Having fantasies was totally natural and the Brit giggled a little, messing Mikkel's hair up slightly.
"Hello, Torden. Mikkel here is willing to teach this Brit bastard how to drive."
Billy laughing slightly at seeing the look on the young Dane's face at seeing Torden in just his underwear. Johan pushed his head out of the door just dressed in his underwear too because he'd been spending time with Ulfen and Torden too.
"Johan? Fredrik said you were practicing guitar in your room."
Well, the "practicing" part might be something else than guitar.
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"Torden's having an orgy. Who else you have in there?" Mikkel could hear Ulfen laughing in the room somewhere. Trash.
"Can we... um..." He stared at Johan for a moment and his cheeks heated up again. "..well you're not using the car obviously. Can I borrow it."
Mikkel is trying not to stare but the two mostly naked men in front of him definitely has him staring a lot. He feels like he forgot to blink and breathe at this point.
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Billy poked his head further in the door and made out Ulfen in the back laughing somewhere with Johan at the door in his underwear. Stripey tiger boxers. Such style! If they were leopard print then Hunter would surely love them. Billy couldn't tell if anyone else was in the room but he couldn't see Johan's guitar anywhere.
"I'll try not to wreck it, mate. This is my first time and Mikkel is helping me."
The Brit hoping Torden would say yes. Just seeing Mikkel stare and fumble his words caused Billy to poke Mikkel gently in the side.
"You're staring like my brother when he sees Hunter naked in the hallway."
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Torden nodded and wandered back inside to rummage around in the clothing all over the floor to try and find his keys.
Mikkel snapped up his eyes from staring at Torden's ass while he bent over inside to sass the Brit. "OH! Are you jealous you aren't the hottest hairy man standing here?"
Ulfen started to giggle. "I agree with him." Of course, Ulfen was extremely biased.
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Billy just giggled and then looked at Ulfen in his robe. The man was obviously a flirt and Johan was now pressing a kiss to the dancer's cheek, wanting to reach into the Danes's robe. The Brit just watched with an amused expression but then felt a pang of nerves wrench at his insides when Torden reached for the keys.
This was happening; he was going to learn to drive. Turning to Mikkel, Billy grinned.
"You like older men who get sucked off in the back of strip clubs."
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Mikkel started to laugh. "You should get naked so I can see if I would agree with Rik." That was a tease and a half but he didn't really want to see him naked but he could tease about it.
Ulfen slid his hand down on Johan's bare ass and leaned into the kiss but that was broken by Torden coming back with the keys.
Mikkel was still busy giving Billy hell, playfully. "What about you in the bathrooms and backs of cars? I know that's part of why you want to drive."
Torden just laughed and held the keys out to Mikkel. "You wreck it, you pay for it."
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That last part did cause the Brit to snort out giggles though because how long had Gilly been slapped by Hunter down corridors? Over a year now since they first met. It was what his brother liked so Billy couldn't deny the boy his pleasure.
"You heard about me and Rik back at the night club then? Your cousin was smashed on booze and we fucked in the toilet. Tom came in and found us passed out naked on top of each other."
That night was so fucking good.
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He couldn't help but tease the Brit as he snatched the keys from Torden. He did sneak a kiss on the other Dane's cheek and blush hard from being that close to Torden in this little of clothing.
"Are you ready, dirty boy?" Mikkel giggled as he looked to Billy. He's ready to go out driving.
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Billy laughed and still couldn't believe Mick had the guts to do it live on stage. Brave bloke. Would he fuck Rik in semi-public if the Dane wanted? Of course he would.
"Are you saying I'm a fucking tarty loudmouth like my brother? Cheeky bastard."
The Brit poked Mikkel in the chest and smirked.
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Mikkel started to laugh. "I've heard you and your brother tarting like bitches."
The Dane was excited to go out and do something.
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"You fucking know it, brat boy."
The guitarist laughed and then shook his head. Gilly was the tart not him! Yet, everyone else disagreed and called them tart karts.
"Thanks for doing this for me, Mikkel. You and your uncle. It means a lot."
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Mikkel let out a sigh to try not to get dark about it. He forced himself to smile. "You scratch the rental car and you pay for it."
Mikkel started to laugh as they made their way toward the front of the building and out to the car.
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Billy didn't mean to dredge up shit with the family because he knew that Rik's father---well he was a fucking monster. Not wanting the Dane to feel bad, Billy leant in and gave Mikkel a quick hug. They'd all suffered because of that pig.
"Then, I'll be careful and not scratch it."
The Brit was now wanting to get into the car and learn stuff.
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Mikkel turned red from the giggles because it would mean Ollie was Rik's uncle or worse, dad. The Dane had to stop and get his giggles under control.
The car they were going to was just a run of the mill four door sedan that Torden was renting. It wasn't fancy like other people's. Mikkel went around it to the driver's seat.
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Billy's mind just getting overloaded with all the Danes and who was related to who. So many! Mikkel's giggles were catching and the Brit couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculous it would be. Getting into the passenger seat, Billy got ready for Mikkel to get in and start her up.
"Are you going to imagine the gear stick is Sigurd's cock?"
The tarty guitarist couldn't help but burst out with that comment.
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Mikkel buckled up and started to shake his head at the Brit who was climbing in. He decided that driving out to the desert roads would be for the best since there wouldn't be much to hit or many cars.
"No." Mikkel pulled away laughing. "Sigurd's the one who can't stop trying to give me hand jobs constantly."
The Brit asked and Mikkel couldn't stop the laughing as he started to drive.
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Billy wasn't quite sure what Mikkel was asking him so just shrugged and clipped his belt over his shoulder. The way the Dane talked about Sigurd made him sound like such a dirty old man. Maybe he was!
"Sigurd is such a dirty old bastard. Nothing wrong with handjobs. I wanted to give one to Rik at one of his recitals once."
This was when the Hammers, Ziggy and the Hell's Angels had come to watch.
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"I'm sure you're just like Sigurd and can't keep your hands out of Rik's pants."
Mikkel felt good for the moment and maybe this would help Billy understand the way the Danes interacted so he wouldn't get so upset so easily.
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Billy just shook his head, frowning a little but then smiling. That family. That bastard. Fuck. He hated Rik's family and despised the father most of all. Who didn't? The guy needed to be buried alive. Or something.
"Maybe I am. You're a naughty bastard too."
The Brit gave Mikkel a gentle poke with his finger on the Dane's chest.
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And the Swedes didn't really know each other. All the Danes did. Maybe that made it more difficult.
Mikkel mocks an offended look. "I was an innocent. young virgin until I got around the rest of you dirty bastards." He can't help the giggle that escapes no matter how hard he tries to hold it in.
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Billy wasn't going to get into when Ollie showed up because he had acted like a complete asshole because of his emotions and jealousy. At least now he'd gotten better at acting around the racer and had mellowed somewhat.
"Is that so? I doubt you were totally innocent, Mikkel. Being a Soeren, you can't be. You act all young and cute but underneath you're a dirty bastard."
The Brit poked Mikkel in the chest with his finger because he knew that Rik had his kinks even though he wouldn't outright say them.
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Mikkel, like all the Danes here, really adored Ollie and Torden's parents. "I am not!"
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<Mikkel gasped and then started to laugh. "I bet you like how Rik loves hairy chests!"
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Billy didn't know what else to say on that so just looked out of the window for a moment or two before glancing back to Mikkel. He knew he should meet them instead of acting like a complete bastard and being a jealous fuckhead. Slowly, he was getting better.
"Yes, you are. You're a cheeky bitch who loves attention off your dirty daddy and your cheeky blond bass boy."
The Brit winked playfully and was only teasing the Dane.
"Rik uses my chest as a pillow."
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